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It had been eight months since Fiona finally pulled the trigger. Not literally, of course. It was the pills, but this time she was successful and Marcus found out when he came home from school one day. She had fallen into a habit of staring at the Internet for hours on end, visiting Facebook and Match.com. The crying still hadn't stopped, and Marcus couldn't help but wonder if his mother did the right thing. He never even found the note, which she typed and saved in a .doc file that Marcus would not find until his new girlfriend Emmalie was over when Marcus was packing up his things to leave. Emmalie was fourteen. She had already had sex, and she took a liking to Marcus after meeting him in drama class at school. Ellie tried to kick her ass when she found out that Emmalie kissed Marcus in the school auditorium. Emmalie fought back valiantly, but her only technique was grabbing Emma's hair in her fist and screaming so loudly that Emma finally relented just so she wouldn't have to listen anymore. It also made Emma respect Marcus's new girlfriend, at least a few days after the fight.
Marcus would tell everyone that his mother's suicide was an accident. For a while that's what he told himself. After all, there was no note. But even he knew better. Ellie said he would be better off without Fiona, and invited Marcus to come live with her and her family. When Emmalie found the note, Marcus called his dad in Cambridge and said he wanted to go live with him.
That was before he knew what that really meant, to go live with his dad and his girlfriend, and to never see Emma or Emmalie or Will ever again. Marcus's dad reluctantly accepted his boy back into his Cambridge life, complaining at every step about the mess the boy was making of his life but Marcus was not about to go back to London easily, especially when Will and Rachel, who had...
"It's his father, not some stranger."
"Yeah, but have you met his father?" Will responded.
"No, why, what's wrong with him?"
"Well nothing is wrong with him, it's just that, well, how much do you think he really cares about Marcus?"
Marcus claimed he didn't care at all. He was going to try it out because if his mom and dad both didn't want him, then he might as well just go ahead and be an orphan. And if he was going to be an orphan, he was at least going to feel bad about it. Will said Marcus wasn't making any sense, and began to worry about Marcus when one day Rachel showed him the pink and blue strip that told him in no uncertain terms that the once-avowed baby-free man would become a father.
Two weeks after Marcus went to live with his dad, he ran away. When he arrived on Will's doorstep, he was carrying his backpack and his books and he said, "Hello, I'm orphaned now." Will let him in but the two of them had a man to man discussion about what it means to turn of age, and how Marcus did not have the choice to live with Will. The police would be looking for him soon if he didn't go home, and Marcus had better phone up his dad. Marcus said he had worked too hard in London and made too many friends to suddenly leave it all behind and start again, and that his new classmates in Cambridge were no better than the new classmates he had here, and that he missed Emmalie and Ellie and that was when Marcus started to cry. He didn't just cry, Marcus bawled so hard that Rachel and Alistair work up (it was 5 AM when Marcus showed up on their doorstep). Marcus wondered why his mother turned out to be so selfish, and said that no matter what he could never turn out like her, ever. He was turning fourteen soon,…
